Day 9
Again, feeling good being AF and no cravings 👏 Had a nice relaxing morning with babe 2 and then a nice afternoon with both the boys this afternoon where everything went smoothly because we had been so organised in the weekend (which wouldn’t have happened had I been drinking)! Found out that a friend got a DUI, a mum, and her response has been to blame everything else but alcohol. I was initially angry but then thought - how dare I? Alcohol has ruined my relationship with one of my best friends. I drank at her partner’s funeral, was just a mess, and basically just couldn’t be the friend I should have been. I’ve not been the best mother I could have been because of drinking and being hungover. I’ve drunk and had random hook ups, blacked out more times than I can literally remember, said I would do things / show up for people while drinking and then cancelled while hungover, lied, cheated... the list goes on. So how can I judge? Drinking alcohol makes me such a completely different per